one week ...

just went for kia yin's wedding... saw chong wei and the gang... it was quite a grand one... but the food is real slow...

the other day i talked to tai and she told me a lot of things happening at Vis... Apparently, Pang is having headache over stuffs... co 's future, the thinking of the HODs (who's apparently against him now)... plus Aw has resigned and they still have not found anyone to take over my place. Yvonne went for second interview at K***** and i think he will have a bad time if she left too. I think he is thinking of leaving the company as he has many offers waiting for him but seeing the current situation, i dun think he will leave at the moment...

i sent him an SMS to sort of cheer him up and asked him to do what he think is right. Although we weren't close in Vis, i had great respect for him and i think he appreciates me too... as he told tai, he has lost an arm... That day, i couldn't really sleep when i thought of the stuffs he must be going thru... not easy...

Anyway, i've been at the new co for a week now. So far, it's ok. Given an office by myself, i needed some time to adjust. Bosses are quite good to me and this results in the other staffs being wary of me. I knew they are still figuring out what i'm doing there and why i enjoy all the privileges LOL but at least they are civil to me...

Tax Penalty Calculation

Setelah akaun beraudit selesai dan anda membuat tafsiran cukai , katakanlah cukai kena bayar sebenar syarikat anda ditaksirkan melebihi jumlah anggaran cukai sebelum ini. Sekiranya terdapat perbezaan yang melebihi 30% di antara cukai yang kena dibayar dengan pindaan anggaran cukai atau anggaran cukai asal (sekiranya tiada pindaan anggaran, satu kenaikan cukai sebanyak 10% akan dikenakan ke atas jumlah perbezaan yang melebihi 30%

Contoh:

Cukai yang kena dibayar RM 20,000
Jumlah Anggaran Cukai RM 12,000
Perbezaan RM 8,000

30% daripada cukai
(30% @ RM20,000) RM 6,000
Perbezaan RM 2,000

Penalti (10% x RM2,000) = RM200

 

another boring entry...

went to desmond's relative's wedding dinner yesterday. Get to cabut early coz his mom follow their relatives back :P

today went to dataran to help my sis to promote Pelikan stuffs. My feet are aching now....

Yesterday Chan sms me reminding me today is Father's Day. I wonder ... do he really like me? Gosh.... i hope not.... It's funny all the HoDs at Vis seem to tease me about him.

Tomorrow starting work in new company.... i hope things will go well....

sigh....

last night, while i was drifting off to sleep, suddenly recalled i haven't off my PC! thank god Pay wei went to office today, and i asked her to delete some stuffs and shut it. She said i forgot my pillow.... as if i never left. said probably waiting for me to go back... haha.... i went over to take my pillow back as i was in vicinity.... heart feel heavy.... could just picture my sitting area... not the best sitting position as it is too public, but it held many fond memories.... Pang teased me yesterday too.... keep standing outside his room at 6 plus, as if heavy hearted to see me leave... asked whether i have taken photo with this or that person, tell me i can go to CL room to take photo with him, tease me... ask me to turn back and he will welcome me anytime... ask me to cry... ask me why not heavy hearted to leave my sitting place.... i kept ignoring him because i might cry out... and i dun want anyone to see it...

another new chapter...

today is my last day at Vis... been there from 22.01.07 to today 13.06.08, nearly one and a half years. We went to Restoren Lee and i get to meet Norliah and her baby. Back in the office, Yvonne, Pang and i get down to discuss the handover stuffs, and we ventured on to talk about the problems faced, esp with the staffs and also Chng. From our conversation, i could see he's planning to handover stuffs so that he can resign... I'm surprised at the speed though. He's afraid i'll miss out anything and even asked Jonathan to back-up my hard disk.

5 plus, i went around to take photos with everyone. They all gave me a coat, some broaches, a sexy pink spaghetti top and Pay wei gave me a lipgloss. This time, Pang even came out to said he wanted to take photo with me (we call him God of Gambler, coz God of Gambler do not like their photo taken haha), which i think surprised the ppl in my dept. Even mentioned loudly whether i want to change my mind now, saying he will accept it. I think Tai is a lil surprised Pang seemed to like me a lot (professionally!) as Pang also gave me a Vis jacket haha...

Chan looked sad... yesterday he surprised me when he told me " I'm sick but i came to work too. You know why? Because i'm afraid i could not see u again". I was like.... huh? And today, he volunteered to carry my things (i didn't know i have so much stuffs in the office) to the car... I dunno if he purposely waited for me as i only managed to clear my things at 7 pm...

Very bu she de to leave them... time to begin life as a hermit now...

yoga

Today is the last day i had yoga with my colleagues... The teacher commented i did better now, which made me happy... coz i think i really improved. She asked me to go to her yoga class ... but it's quite far and late.... I'll have to see next month.

Chunhooi has settled down in Spore with his gf. He sent us an email today : ) Hope to keep in touch with all my current colleagues for i had the nicest working environment here....

exit interview

today i had the exit interview with Pang. He keep asking me why i want to leave the company. I told him better offer. Of coz, he wasn't satisfied and i said "It's different between asking me why i want to leave and why i dun take his counter-offer". I further told him i considered about big boss and Yvonne. I said it's easier to say than do, when the time comes, it's not as easier done than said. I finally told him where i was going, and he imparted some of his knowledge to me. He said i can always ask him if i face any problem in the future. He also signed my testimonial, where i sang praises to myself haha... Really feel sad to leave the company and the people...

leaving...

feeling a bit down today... dunno why... perhaps the thought of leaving the company...

trust and disappointment...

i went ballistic with him yesterday night.... Not actually as i've pretty much controlled my temper. We had a nice day up to my cousin's wedding dinner. Later that night, i found out that his phone charge for last month is RM400, of which nearly RM300 is for GPRS, no guess, but it's for viewing football odds and results. I actually have found out that he lost football from his brother's smses, but i kept it in my heart. I tried giving him the chance, but he dun appreciate it. Even when i told him i saw his phone bill is so much, he pretended nothing happened and touched me. I recoiled and calmly tell him what i'm angry with, but i admit i did use some harsh words like "compulsive gambler" and "no hope". He went downstairs to watch the Euro Cup after that ... and continued sleeping downstairs. I woke up at 6 am realising he's not beside me... but i did not ask him to sleep upstairs. I just covered him with a blanket and he must be freezing and suffering from mosquito bites. He came over to hug me this morning and yet i just play dead. I have been giving him non-committal smses the whole day... I really dunno what to do with him. I dun want my whole life to be this way.... Feminist as i may sound, i yearn for someone who can look after me, not the other way round. I used to think i can handle it, but i realised i can't at all..... How can i live this way for the rest of my life? I did ask him not to promise me anything since he always break them anyway.... for the past 8 yrs i can say... I dun want to find myself trusting him and end up feeling more disappointed. To me, trust is not something easily breakable. I am not a saint, out of so many promises to him, i find myself only breaking one, which i can't keep... Gosh, it's so confusing...

Nightmare...

i had a nightmare last night. Something like Pang force me to take his gift to me and then he attacked me or something like that. And Kai also changed .... hurt me with his words and actions... and all of it got recorded by Pang and it got out on TV, where he cynically laughed at me. Was so relieved when i got up... Phew....

happy and sad news...

News broke out today that petrol price will increase from RM1.92 to RM2.70. Never have i seen so many cars queuing to pump petrol. The queue is still long ... it's like the whole malacca is outside pumping petrol... Thank god my new employer will subsidy my petrol....

I'm pretty unhappy that i found him to bet football and lose again... i accidently saw his brother's sms. I'm very hurt at the way he is acting.... and when he loses, i get to bear the brunt.... Can i choose all over again? sigh....

On a happier note, my new car is out today : )

Update
I managed to pump full petrol the other day coz my new car's petrol tank is empty, which came up to RM66.99. While i acknowledged that the gov is reducing its budget deficit by reducing subsidy, people in the streets like us did not see where those savings go to, except cheaper cooking oil, sugar, chickens etc. The gov asked us to depend more on public transport, but they are only thinking about ppl in KL. Ask those ppl in towns like Malacca, Ipoh, Kelantan.... is the public transport reliable? I rarely see town bus plying my residential area... perhaps none. I remember when i was a kid, the bus only comes around once an hour. And since their timetable is not fixed, we sometimes find ourselves missing the bus. And not all places are connected by the bus, thus a car for residents in these towns are a necessity, not a luxury. Imagine taking a bus to work. Wake up 6am, bus come at 7 am, change bus at bus station to the workplace, reach around 8am. Repeat 2 hours of wastage daily when u return from work, and you will only reach home at 8pm. 4 hours of wastage for nothing... doesn't it makes more sense to have your own car, where you only spend less than an hour travelling daily???

Ppl in malacca doesn't earn much. Sometimes a graduate only earns RM1200-1400 and imagine they need to pay study loan of around RM200 for local uni and RM500 for private uni. Since connectivity is a problem, they need a car, assuming they pay RM400 a month for a Viva. That leaves them RM600 and it is just enough for food and petrol. And what about those technicians with 3-4 kids who earns only RM700-800 per month? Who can they turn to except to unscrupulous money lender?

fancy lunch....

Pang agreed to go to Restoren Lee for my farewell lunch. Heard that the food there is really expensive and tasty.... i guess he must be feeling appreciative of the work i've done for pioneer status.... : )

go green...

http://greenbeingnancy.blogspot.com.

wrong or right?

hmm... just found out today i might be wrong with my perception of aw....

One of those days again....

I wonder where has all my passion and drive gone to.... Have things to strive for yet not as committed as last time. I guess i always need someone to push me... and it didn't help that the people around me don't understand my struggles and often add salt to the injury...

Wait, this blog should be for happy thoughts! Haha, complaint blog should be the other one...

Still i wonder... isit a good idea to keep blogs? I recalled 2 diaries i had (and still keep) while i had in secondary school and uni. I remembered my struggles searching for myself, my failed relationships with 2 exes (which i think is good for me :P), my admirers (ahem...), many many frens, although i always feel alone (even with family around), and my dreams... Once in a while, i'll peek thru them but dare not sit down and read the diaries all over... coz i knew i left my drive and passion there. I recalled another blog cum diary which i have deleted... it was my struggles for the period between uni and Vis job. I remember reading thru them before ... ppl i met thru work, passing and failing exams, my self-motivations (and self destruction haha) and i shall always remember the guy (who liked me at one point) being brutally murdered... another blog created not-too-long ago was mostly full of unhappy things which i do not wish to revisit at the moment... and now this blog which i hope can remind me of the things i do, my struggles and my triumph... yet till now, i still feel something missing in my life. dare not wish too much.... like Daughtry sang 'be careful what you wish for... for you might get it back ... and much more'...