sigh....

last night, while i was drifting off to sleep, suddenly recalled i haven't off my PC! thank god Pay wei went to office today, and i asked her to delete some stuffs and shut it. She said i forgot my pillow.... as if i never left. said probably waiting for me to go back... haha.... i went over to take my pillow back as i was in vicinity.... heart feel heavy.... could just picture my sitting area... not the best sitting position as it is too public, but it held many fond memories.... Pang teased me yesterday too.... keep standing outside his room at 6 plus, as if heavy hearted to see me leave... asked whether i have taken photo with this or that person, tell me i can go to CL room to take photo with him, tease me... ask me to turn back and he will welcome me anytime... ask me to cry... ask me why not heavy hearted to leave my sitting place.... i kept ignoring him because i might cry out... and i dun want anyone to see it...