updates...

my father in law has been diagonised with cancer relapse... he went to the hospital yesterday for chemotheraphy.... so far he has been taking it ok... i hope he can manage the 6 times chemo the doc has prescribed for him...

meanwhile, i've been busy with my new job....

why?

I am feeling angry, frustrated, irritated... y does he like to take care of ppl's children when the parents can just enjoy themselves every weekend...??? why....? call me selfish, but i do nt feel it's the right things for the parents to do... dunno why... am i fated to be with him? my life seems to go downhill from there, no matter how positive i might be... why issit that i dun have children til now? isit fated? or isit bcoz god have something else in store for me???

life lessons...

Been at new job for 2 weeks now... Still dunno my real function there haha... just does things here and there a bit... bosses are quite nice to me, which makes me feel more stressed that i need to perform exceeding my expectations... colleagues are not bad too...

i just realised the newspaper vendor is the son of the corner sundry shop owner at bukit serindit. it's been shocking considering that they looked quite well off.... i guess it's the same everywhere... we see people and make assumptions... but sometimes things are not as they seem... which brings me back to the Brats workshop.... the only lesson i remember vividly... Dun trust everything you see... Understand to the end before making a choice/judgement...